• السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ •
I feel bad because I join this fandom quite late. I started to be a shawol when SPM was nearly approaching me. LOL. Gile kan ? Sempat lagi dd layan kpop timex2 orang bermati-matian study. HAHAH. I can say that I'm the type of person who layan youtube most of the time. Okayx2 sambung balik. Lepas tukan, timex2 dd tengah layan youtube tu, tetiba ada vids Shinee macam "Compilations of Shinee absurd moments" and so on. Mulax2 tu dd buatx2 buta je, tapi entah kenape vids diorang just keep showing up on my youtube feed. So, dd pon bukak jela sebab dd ingat kalau bila dah tengok vid tu, dia akan automatically hilang from my feed.
But, guys.
I ended up falling in LOVE madly with this group and I can't get enough of them. But, the reason I started to be a shawol is because of their dorkiness. Tapi, frankly speaking semua kpop groups jenis yang gilex2. HAHAH. That's why I started to involve with this kpop thingy. It never fails to entertain me. To make me smile and laugh. But, Shinee is one of the best kpop group for me.
And today, Monday, 18th December 2017, I woke up with the news of Jonghyun's death and it shatters my heart into a million pieces. At that moment, I somewhat stupidly hoping for a miracle to happen. When I first heard the news, I hardly believe it because I just saw you smiling, giggling and making silly jokes in the old variety shows yesterday. And then when this sad news reached me, it seems unbelievable and too overwhelming for me to accept the truth of the person whom I thought the most cheerful one just passed away. Dear Jonghyun-ssi, you really good at acting huh ? :')
Dear everyone, I know this news about Jonghyun is going crazy all over the internet. But, please don't remember Jonghyun as a person who only committed suicide. Remember him as a blingx2 person, a kind hearted idol who worked hard, a talented artist who also cherished his other idol friends, a songwriter who created amazing lyrics and melodies, a singer who had an angelic voice, a Shinee member who secretly concerned and took care of the other members and lastly a person who knew very well how to comfort others. :)
Thanks to Jonghyun for all the happiness and the laughter that you gave. Thank you for all the good memories. I can't thank you enough, Jonghyun because you struggled a lot. But, I can promise one thing. No matter what, I'll always remember Shinee as OT5 because without the number "5" we can't read it as 5hinee. :)
